The Good Samaritan

So a couple of weeks ago, I wrote a post where I talked about 3 petitions that I believed needed your help. Today I have just one.

I got an email from Amnesty International yesterday about the trail of a Japanese man named Hakamada. He is the world's longest prisoner serving a death sentence, which means that for the past 46 years he has lived with the fear of being killed at any given moment.

When I read that, I was astounded. If the death penalty isn't punishment enough, waiting with bated breath for you imminent death is cruel beyond belief!

I often like to imagine certain situations. I like to imagine how other people live and some of the experiences that they have gone through that I am fortunate enough not to experience, or hope never to experience. But in this case, I just can't imagine.

Though I'm slowly lessening the fear I have of death, the thought is still quite scary and I can't think on it for long times. I have no idea what it would be like to have that on your mind constantly for over half of my life!!

Not only is Hakamada's case tragic because, I believe, that the death penalty is hugely wrong, it is all the more disappointing to learn that Hakamada has not had a proper trial - a trail that could prove he is innocent.

For the moment, Hakamada is safe but he still needs help to prevent a re-trial that could have him wrongly convicted.

If you understand how life changing your say could be and want to help, here is the link to Amnesty's petition. Please, please, please Save Hakamada

Chocolate Finger Children

Lined in symmetry, like those chocolate Cadbury fingers you get, rigid, unmoving and sometimes - dependent on the weather - glued to the black carton of the package. There are those perfect, slender bodies which have made it to the present in perfection, regardless of the mishaps of trade and travel. Then there are others; obliterated in transit, many of which now lay dormant in a muddle of their own crumbs which greedy saliva dipped fingers haven't yet picked up.

Hungry? It's a nice image, isn't it. A consumer habit of desire for anything sweet, mouth-watering and hole-filling. And, when they're on offer, these things are even better. 2 for £1 tastes so much nicer than 1 for £2 . 74 . But, now what if I told you that this image is a depiction of Syria. Those white chocolate fingers are not cute biscuits at all. Not the boxed, sugar coated confectionery delights which you've most probably already made a mental note to put on the shopping list. These are children; the children of Syria. And they're dead among others who they don't even know. Not their parents, not their families. Just people. Other children. Other victims. They are dead. And there are more dying everyday.

It's hard to put your finger on the exact sentiments. It's not everyday that you think to ask yourself; how would poisonous gas feel if it was corroding my insides? How would it feel to go to sleep with the blasts of guns you didn't even know existed? The shredding of houses of people you knew and the houses of those, you didn't? How would it feel to know that that was all 'ok'?

People say you can't imagine it. But, you can. You can't know it. You can't, unless you've experienced it, know how it feels. But you can try to imagine. The sooner people put themselves in the positions of others, instead of dismissing tragedy through the it's-not-happening-to-me syndrome by faining disbelief and parading how you couldn't even dare think about what it would be like, the sooner we would get humanitarian responses. I'm sorry if this comes across heavy. But I think we need to take those pensive moments.

So now think to yourself. You can do it. Imagine being on the wrong side of the Syria. What is the wrong side? Imagine being a mother or a father, in modern Syria. I did;

She Can Only Do It With The Sirens

  I watch her stumble. Fat feet, too flimsy to hold up all that body. Or, maybe, just too weak. She can't go to sleep. Not until she hears the blasts. I spent half of that first year of her little life, shielding her ears. When she cried, I thought she couldn't take it. The war; it's too scary, even for me. I sat quaking. Half waiting for the room to collapse, for next door to disintegrate.  The rest of me was already willing to die. But I couldn't do it myself. Only being killed made dying seem less cowardly. 
  She cried; Laila did. She needed to sleep. Can't you just stop?! was closer to a lullaby than I've ever sung her. My baby needs rest! I do too! But it was one night, when the tension was particularly riotous, when men walked right by our room, when a little boy a couple of doors down shrilled and then just stopped, when the police struck and the whole ambulance unit was deployed; that was the night she slept right through. Her first night for seven months, properly asleep. And then I knew; she could only do it with the sirens. 
  And now, now she needs the rubble. Can't hold herself straight if she's not walking on the upturned street. Can't balance if there isn't a thick wire of plumbing in the middle of the road. Can't move if she's not walking towards a burnt out car. That's the only reason she's moving forward, when she should be doing the opposite. She should have her little fingers in mine and be letting me lead her backwards. But she's going forward. Further and further away from me.
  This is home for her. This dismal existence. And Laila; she can only do it with the sirens.